Over the course of my life, I have acquired many false beliefs about myself. Those same beliefs mixed with temperamental emotions tend to come together and are often validated by circumstances and the words and actions of others. I then find myself with an active internal volcano ready to overflow into a terrible break down. How does any of this relate to a party you attended or photographs, Paris? Well I’m glad you asked as you read the question! Here is my account of how all of these things collided on a day when God called me to serve in my pain.